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I'm Crying In A Cool Way

by Ginger Rodriguez

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1.
The Freedom Club (intro) 03:23
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We have a special show for you tonight Featuring, the girl who found these beautiful sounds: Ginger We want to join the freedom club! We want to join the freedom club! We want to join the freedom club! We want to join the freedom club! We want to join the freedom club! We want to join the freedom club! We want to join the freedom club! We want to join the freedom club! We want to join the freedom club!
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Heaven 03:28
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I threw myself away And my tears have dried When I was forced to obey I was born to die (to die, to die) Right now I’m loving I’m living I’m alive and lush The world is mine Blue skies forever We’re not giving it up And I know the way I like it ‘Cause I’m young and in love I’m addicted to life And I’m living it up Cherry pickin’, finger lickin’ You got me thinking about you Sweeter than the sunsets golden, honeydew hughes This soul of mine is finally in sweet full bloom Heaven don’t scare me anymore when I’m with you I let myself decay But I found my pride But it’s time to celebrate ‘Cause life is divine (devine, devine) Right now I’m loving I’m living I’m alive and lush The world is mine Blue skies forever We’re not giving it up And I know the way I like it ‘Cause I’m young and in love I’m addicted to life And I’m living it up Cherry pickin’, finger lickin’ You got me thinking about you Sweeter than the sunsets golden, honeydew hughes Hotter than my honey in sweet lilac perfume Heaven don’t scare me anymore when I’m with you H E A V E N H E A V E N H E A V E N (Can I find) H E A V E N (Please let me go to-) H E A V E N (Can I find) H E A V E N (Take him too) H E A V E N (Take me with you) H E A V E N (Can I find)
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I'm Crying in a Cool Way 03:37
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Summer Lover 03:47
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I told you no You made a bet I asked you why You didn't care [You didn't care] I said stop You said look at me And when I did I knew it was time to leave I was done living for your heart beating Ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh I know I told you that I loved ya and I know I told ya that I cared But I finally realized That you were never there I know I said I would see ya You asked if we could be friends But I know now what you're about And I was over it You're like lonely ghost You're haunting me all the time I never said I missed you most But you said it in the summertime We were wild as the western coast But I finally learned to stay alive I was drowning while you stayed afloat And I was never even on your mind Ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh I should've known better than to keep you close I never thought it could be real when you gave me a rose But the garden you made me is slowly decaying It reminds me of you, it's deteriorating [It's deteriorating] [It's deteriorating] And I feel better alone than when I'm with you I never knew how much I mattered until we were through And you just need to work on yourself baby I'm better off living without you lately [Without you lately] [Without you lately] Ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh I told you no You made a bet I asked you why You didn't care [You didn't care] [You didn't care] [You didn't care] [You didn't care] [You didn't care]
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Please Don't Fall (.PDF) 04:16
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Above us all the stars are watching And I hope that you’re watching too I like to think That we Have got something Please don’t fall for me I’m not gonna be what you need You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Use you like morphine Overdose on your morphine You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Don’t fall for me Please don’t call for me You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Use you like morphine Please don’t fall for me You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Tell me I’m too crazy Tell me I mean nothing But your bitter heart only likes touching And the rushing Of the Heat Guaranteed You’re bad for me Honey, intwine your soul with love and care Under the moonlight, sell your soul to the lies you said you’d swear Champagne just in time for the sunrise Guilty feelings washed away in the new light Please don’t fall for me I’m not gonna be what you need You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Use you like morphine Overdose on your morphine You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Don’t fall for me Please don’t call for me You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Use you like morphine Please don’t fall for me You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine [bridge interlude] Please don’t fall for me I’m not gonna be what you need You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Use you like morphine Overdose on your morphine You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Don’t fall for me Please don’t call for me You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Use you like morphine Please don’t fall for me You’re looking for someone who’ll treat you like morphine Daylight, above us, know anything can love us Without you, I’m crying, all our hearts are dying Fame and champagne, and you like to play the game and Without you, I’m crying, all our hearts are dying
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I'm Crying in a Cool Way II 03:15
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Sometimes I feel happy Sometimes I feel alone Moving past my own self loathing, But I’m addicted to my phone (I’m addicted to my phone) Yeah my heart breaks all the time I fill my head with the benign (I fill my head with the benign) (I fill my head with the benign) (I fill my head with the benign) This life broke me And I’m left here just standing And you know I feel so lonely Or am I just alone? It’s a grey day in LA But the sunshine is in my brain! I’m Crying In a Cool Way I’m Crying In a Cool Way I’m always doing okay Until it’s time to overthink I’m Crying In a Cool Way I’m Crying In a Cool Way (All of my tears And all of my fears Flow away All of my tears And all of my fears Go away All of my tears And all of my fears Flow away All of my tears And all of my fears Go away) Tell my friends I’m doing fine ‘Cause I never see daylight I wanna see daylight Feel like a letdown all the time I wonder why I even try (How have I survived?) This life broke me And I’m left here just standing And you know I feel so lonely Or am I just alone? It’s a grey day in LA But the sunshine is in my brain! I’m Crying In a Cool Way I’m Crying In a Cool Way I’m always doing okay Until it’s time to overthink I’m Crying In a Cool Way I’m Crying In a Cool Way (All of my tears And all of my fears Flow away All of my tears And all of my fears Go away All of my tears And all of my fears Flow away All of my tears And all of my fears Go away)
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Shades of Blue (interlude) 02:35
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Yeah oh-yeah huh I know that we had something before But I have nothing to give you no more It didn't have to end this way But it's time and I can no longer stay I’ve been lost in shades of blue But baby I wanna get lost with you Wanna get lost with- Don’t forget your youth Honey I know that it’s hard to hear the truth It’s hard to hear the- I know you wanna see the sunlight Heaven is slowly coming In your arms we’re shining yeah Life moves from the darkness Even at its hardest I promise it’s okay to cry I’ve been lost in shades of blue But baby I wanna get lost with you Wanna get lost with- Don’t forget your youth Honey I know that it’s hard to hear the truth It’s hard to hear the- I don’t want to be you anymore It’s time to forgive myself I’m as free as the tide on the shore And I don’t want to be anyone else I’ve been lost in shades of blue But baby I wanna get lost with you (Wanna get lost with) Don’t forget your youth Honey I know that it’s hard to hear the truth (It’s hard to hear the) I’ve been lost in shades of blue But baby I wanna get lost with you Wanna get lost with- Don’t forget your youth Honey I know that it’s hard to hear the truth It’s hard to hear the-
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I'm Crying in a Cool Way (reprise) 03:39
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Sometimes I feel happy Sometimes I feel alone Moving away from self loathing But I’m addicted to my phone My heart breaks all the time I fill my head with the benign I’m overwhelmed When I’m postponing tomorrow This life broke me And I’m left here standing And I feel so lonely Or am I just alone I’m always doing okay until the sun goes down Baby I am making a fool of myself You’re making me sound full of myself I’m sorry I don’t cry, I don’t cry often I’m just afraid of myself I know I’m not what you wanted But I can't say farewell Maybe I can do this Maybe it’s what I’m meant to do To show you what’s inside of my head And hope that you feel it too I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone Crying in a cool way is all I know Crying in a cool way is all I know Crying in a cool way is all I know I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone Crying in a cool way is all I know Crying in a cool way is all I know Crying in a cool way is all I know It’s a grey day in LA But the sunshine is in my brain! I struggle with my faith ‘Cause all I’ve felt is a disgrace I’ve got a right to speak my pain But I’ve got nothing left of me I’m overwhelmed When I’m postponing tomorrow This life broke me And I’m left here standing And I feel so lonely Or am I just alone I’m sorry I don’t cry, I don’t cry often I’m just afraid of myself I know I’m not what you wanted But I can't say farewell Maybe I can do this Maybe it’s what I’m meant to do To show you what’s inside of my head And hope that you feel it too I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone Crying in a cool way is all I know Crying in a cool way is all I know Crying in a cool way is all I know I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone Crying in a cool way is all I know Crying in a cool way is all I know Crying in a cool way is all I know
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have you had enough of me? 03:32
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I can’t look back on who I was I was better then, I had all that I could want Now I’m different I get lost in myself I would always pretend I was better than I felt Now I’m different Ooh tell me that my life has meaning I’ve been praying that I’m better than what I think I want so much from the world But the world doesn’t want much from me So whoever’s listening, have you had enough of me? Whoever’s listening, have you had enough of me? Whoever’s listening, have you had enough of me? Whoever’s listening, have you had enough of me? I want to be loved by everyone but I’m I’m afraid that I’m not good enough, no I I ignore those that care and I don’t know why But they must have bad taste if they want to be by my side And I wanna know where I fit in but is my- Is it just my head or am I really living inside? I can’t think of being dead or my regret that I hide ‘Cause I don’t want to put her through that again tonight Ooh tell me that my life has meaning I’ve been praying that I’m better than what I think I want so much from the world But the world doesn’t want much from me So whoever’s listening, have you had enough of me? Whoever’s listening, have you had enough of me? Whoever’s listening, have you had enough of me? Whoever’s listening, have you had enough of me? Have you had enough of me? I’ll never be what you want, I’m not your style I’m a little too honest to be worth your while I’ll never be good enough even for you So get your own life and forget about what I do I don’t know why I was so hung up on you But I’m cutting the cables that I tied to you I just wanted to be loved like how the world loves you But I am only me and you are only you
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Endless Summer Afternoon 03:48
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I stay awake on a midsummer night Alone, I try to ignore my mind My head keeps pounding with my own thoughts I try to overcome all my faults And I know this is not the end But it sure feels like it oh And I can be so dramatic But we already know how that goes We know how that goes We know how that goes We know how that goes We know how that goes Midnight, sunlight, In the dark Under the moon Midnight, sunlight, In the dark Under the moon (You got me under the moon) (You got me falling for you) She is more Than anything than I could have ever thought of her I want to love her but I never wanted her We're all more dimensional than we could believe We could believe Midnight, sunlight, and I can finally see the moon Getting groceries in the dark and waking up at noon Sun-up to sun-down, it’s a never-ending June It’s like an endless summer afternoon And I know that an endless summer afternoon Has been our great escape But what can we do when we finally Just have to face our fate? Summer’s got me feelin’ Summer’s got me feelin’ lux An endless summer afternoon rush Summertime makes promises That I know that it can't keep But all of my ambitions Yeah they don't come cheap Some people try to tell me why I'm gonna die I’d rather spend my money dry Midnight, sunlight, and I can finally see the moon Getting groceries in the dark and waking up at noon Sun-up to sun-down, it’s a never-ending June It’s like an endless summer afternoon And I know that an endless summer afternoon Has been our great escape But what can we do when we finally Just have to face our fate? Summer’s got me feelin’ Summer’s got me feelin’ lux An endless summer afternoon rush (You got me falling for you)
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Limelight 03:48
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I was once someone I trusted A piece of shiny metal finally now rusted I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone But now I know There’s no chance that I’ll shine bright once more The sun is finally setting and my body is worn I may never stand the test of time and that’s fine I’ll have to live outside the limelight When I was alone, I would dance by myself I would cry in my room And I would plead for help I would plead for help When I was alone, I would dance by myself I would cry in my room And I would plead for help I would plead for help I bet you wish I was dead I bet you never Want to see me again You just wanna Wanna mess with my head I just want to To forget what I said I bet you wish I was dead I bet you never Want to see me again You just wanna Wanna mess with my head I just want to To forget what I said I was once someone I trusted A piece of shiny metal finally now rusted I tell myself it’s okay to sit alone But now I know There’s no chance that I’ll shine bright once more The sun is finally setting and my body is worn I may never stand the test of time and that’s fine I’ll have to live outside the limelight

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released August 25, 2018

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Ginger Rodriguez Austin, Texas

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